ive put on an unbelievable mass of weight. its been such a long time since ive actually put on my gym attire and strided right in. my body's aching all over n ive no idea why. im absolutely exhausted but i cant sleep. ive no clue wads wrong with me. i think i need some exercise. but i cant bring myself to spare such valuable time when there's so much of revision yet to be done:( terribly demotivated and upset when i put on weight. There's pimples popping too (double agony)
T accompanied me to the dry cleaner's at holland village today. oh man, he knows stuff abt R and me at the club but hell, he knows everything in a hyperbole. shucks. he must be thinking im terribly immoral. things werent as bad as the news that was conveyed to him. i stpped it b4 it cld get any further. terribly embarrassed. I see R's ex-girlfrend? ard campus realli often, even yesterday. If looks cld kill, i wld be dead by now. But hey, it was only umpteen times that i pushed him away frm me. I was quite disappointed that a sch mate was tryin to take advantage of the situation too, u know. sigh. Unfortunately, today was not the best of days fer me. bad hairday, awful lot of pimples. i'd always thought that T and I come from different worlds. But, I had fun today:) He didnt make me wait for him today, which i really appreciated. Two nights ago, he wanted to accompany me as i studied all night. At abt 1 plus am, i im-ed him, told him i was gonna sleep and sent him to bed *gleefully smiles at successful scheming* The poor thing was already exhausted. after that, i mugged all the way till 4am. that was the last serious muggin. im so dead.
and so her story is told@ 2:57 AM
